Dear My Children #1

Dear my children.

World is getting worst, indeed. 
People hate each other only because their sins counted differently. 
Wrong things become common. 
War is everywhere.
Thousands of people were killed only for one disgusting reason called politics. 
Millions of people are blind to the facts.
Do you still want to visit this world, or not? 
It would be very hard to teach you the right things. People cannot be trusted anymore.
I’m pretty sure, God is already tired on us. 
He gives us prophets, we choose differently, we makes war. 
He gives us guidance, we blind to it. 
He gives us warnings, we called it phenomenon. 
He gives us love, we convert it to hate. 
He gives us disease, we call it love. 
Someday, I know He will be very tired, and sun will rise in the west.
I know when you choose to enter this world, you will cry very very very loud. 
And even your father’s adzan probably would not make you calm. 
I know you’ll afraid of this world, me too.
If you choose not to enter this world, I’m afraid I cannot pass this world, and cannot meet you in heaven. 
If you choose to enter this world, I’m afraid you cannot pass this world, and we cannot reunite in heaven.
This world is such a trial, Sweetheart. 
Sweet outside, bitter inside. 
Lots of sweat, struggle, tears, blood.
But if you choose to enter this world, I promised you one thing: your father and I will take you to the zoo. 
To show what most deadly creature in this worl : HUMAN.
Bye for now, Sweetheart. 
I do hope we’ll meet someday: in this world or heaven. Insyaallah, because He knows lot of beautiful things of us.

Lots of love, 
your mother.